Once light shined upon my soul,
When i was young i was in control.
Now i find myself alone,
Life seems cold and so unkown.
Minds in a distorted haze,
Walking blind in this maze.
Darkness creeps under skin,
The grim is snarling with a grin.
Self destruction in my head,
Lords prayer is finally read.
Never have to shed a tear,
Death is nothing have no fear.
Six feet in the resting hole,
Freedom of my rotting soul.
Sweet taste of steel will Seal the deal,
Not a dream this is real.
Will this pain fade away,
On my knees as i pray.
One year down and four to go,
My horrid plan begins to show.