Hole

It feels like a hole, crawling it's way out.
Out from my left side, high up, crawling, gasping for air.

Why? I dont know, but i want it to stop.
Stop now.
Tearing, slashing, getting bigger.
Stop now.

What have i done?
When did it change?
I feel like puking, throwing up
Get rid of it all.

I like the idea of it, getting it away
Stopping everything.
But I can't do it
So it's still there
Still crawling

Can someone save me?
I don't believe so
I want someone to talk to
I have someone to talk to
I'm afraid

What if they leave?
My suns
My souls
My best friends