Why Am I Trying?

Been trying to put my body back together
Picking up the pieces along the way
Trying hard not to cry
But these emotions are taking over me

I don't know why I'm trying
Cause its impossible to pick up the pieces
No matter how hard I try
I won't ever be whole again

It feels like I can hardly breathe
Feels like theres no air around me
And all that surrounds me is pain
Squeezing me tightly

I keep asking myself why even try
Why even try to put myself together again
When I will fall apart all over again
Am I that desperate to be whole

Am I that desperate to be pain free
And not wonder about anything
Just tired of worrying my life away
And tired of crying myself to sleep

January 14,2008

Another Powerful Write

Heather. Its so sad this piece. Iv'e been there, done that, many times before. Its great to be able to express it!

Deborah

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o yeah it is great to be able to express yourself...even though not all of my writings are good but I have like close to 400 so I mean of course all of them aren't going to be good..but I just love to express my self in writings its incredible that God gave me the talent to do that.

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