Use me
For all its worth
Take away my dignity
Sprinkle hurt, like holy water
Tease, flirt, then slip in the dagger.

Humiliate me
Make me feel cheap
To the point when the only thing
I want to do is suck you off
And retreat into a deep sleep.

Rape me
Until I'm hollow inside
Sexually precious
Or intentionally avoiding
Like its a disease
I'm the plague
Let's be honest
You wouldn't have me
Any other way...

Forgive me Lord
For pulling the trigger
Flipping the switch
Sending a monster
To that special place
It's been hell on earth.

Though I try to turn the other cheek
Those bastards aren't going to drive me to insanity
Eye for an eye
Tooth for a tooth
It's uncouth to spew such hatred
But it's all the rage
That isn't blind
Cool and calculated
Like the smooth talk
They cleverly articulated
Until I was a slave
To their unbridled desires
As a candle becomes an inferno
I stand tall and firmly erect
I can't turn back without regret.

P-Sep 19, 2007.