Just when you think you understand your heart exactly,
it only grows larger, and gives you more to conquer.
The size of it hurts you-you're not used to holding something so immense,
and so you begin to think that it has taken over,
and left you miserable and defeated.
You fight, of course-you try pushing it further inside of you.
Then you try to devour it with your mind.
And when all of this fails to create a happy you-you tie a leash around it,
and take control.
Then........it calls in reinforcements.