Like a captive animal
released from enclosure;
I'm in a whole new world
to which I've had no exposure.

I'm learning what's out there
and all that was missed,
things I've only heard of
I now know exist.

Like meeting new people,
having interesting talks;
"shooting the shit"
and delivering some shocks.

I was the loyal girlfriend
and the faithful wife;
having sex with only joe
for my entire life...

It was not challenging,
there were no blinders on.
I didn't want anyone else;
just the one to whom I was drawn.

Then I learned our foundation
was built on deceit;
about his intoxicated youth
when he would often cheat.

My once fairy tale life
came to a screeching halt;
and my wounded soul
was filled with salt.

Due to being mislead
by the promiscuous acts;
I spoke my mind
and laid down the facts.

It's only fair I find out
what it's like with others.
Yes, I too shall experience;
the thrill of having lovers.

I have dabbled at kissing
with some men at the bar;
but as for having sex;
I don’t know if I'll go that far!

I'm not sure where it's going
or how long it will go on,
but I know I'll never return,
to the time of "once upon!"