elliottsark's blog

2008 my one blip

my two thousand and eight
was a peculiar year;
full of tribulation
exposures and despair.

an out-of-body experience
transposed me into a stranger;
leading a disorderly life

Happily ending after

i don't need a relationship
to make me feel whole,
first and foremost what i want,
is to get my life under control.

i must deal with my marriage;
bring that chapter to a close;

searching for love

searching for my true love,
feels like an elusive dream;
sifting through those i'm attracted
who are never what they seem.

the strapping guy with comely eyes
reels me in from across the bar.

go ahead and judge me

Go Ahead and Judge Me

I'm told I created drama
making people think I was crazy,
which is probably true
but to me it's still hazy.

It must have begun
when life as I knew it ended,

a win-win situation! part 2: intimacy addiction

when i lowered the pedestal
i set you on, so high;
i finally saw the real you,
not the figment in my eye!

i had raised you to a level
that was just out of sight,

overbearing

so I talked to angi
and she told me straight out:
"You can be overbearing,
with out a doubt!"

she did preface it with;
"you know I love you, but..."
hearing it from her

Appology to Mike

I want to apologize for Saturday
when I was fall down drunk,
once again I saw
how my morals have sunk!

When I saw you at the door,
I was glad you were there,
and what a coincidence,

help me understand!

i want you to be my "costco";
where i get it all in one place.
companion,confidant,buddy-
and yes; the ultimate embrace.

convenience store shopping
is not for me.
you are the only one;

ch,ch,ch,changes

i've been known to act silly, crazy and aloof;
slightly certifiable; yet there's no iron clad proof!

wandering thru life, in my own little world;

pendulum

like the pendulum swings
from left to right,
my character swayed
dark to light.

never hanging level,
in the center or plumb;
pivoting right to over-confident

my friendship with a sis-ta

it's a different friendship
with you and I;
like no other I'll have
before I die!

what started out
in the usual way;
got more intense
with each passing day.

it began with softball

leslie

it was a crazy-ass time
I was going through;
please let me apologize
for including you!

my life seemed gloomy,
I had thought of switching my "team".
then I over came anxiety

my buddy: babba ganoush

when God chose to cross our path's,
i was sitting, drowning my sorrow.
at the place i'd been the night before
and likely would be the morrow.

i was mourning for a lost lover,

ode to my buddy

"M i s t e r Conn-olly"!! anounced Bob
on that first night we met.
Then I introduced myself,
and told you I work for a Vet."

When I stated which hospital
you rattled off; "0045"!!

revisiting my youth

the past couple of months
I have been revisiting my youth.
it has been enjoyable,
that's the god's honest truth.

my teens and early twenties
were really quite mild.