In the air

Sometimes I wish I could throw my feelings in the air.

I want them to vanish to the point their bare.

Feelings is one of my major battles.

I cry, I scream, and then find my bible.

I learned Kane killed Abel,

so why bother.

Feelings will brake you down,

to the point you want to find an alter.

I pray for strength.

I then feel like I'm travling on a wavelength.

In the air,

will I ever feel that free,

or will I stay trapped from these confusing feelings in me?