Sometimes I wish I could throw my feelings in the air.

I want them to vanish to the point their bare.

Feelings is one of my major battles.

I cry, I scream, and then find my bible.

The American Way,
is said to be the President's way.
On 9-11 where was Bush that day?
Maybe playing golf with nothing much to say.

Sometimes I feel like i'm going crazy.
I guess because I haven't had any sleep,
plus I stopped praying.

Sometimes I think I hear voices.
I guess it's the Lord telling me which way I'm going,

I'm going in cirles I don't know what to do.
The truth hurt me when you said we were through.
My mind keeps spinning round and round again,
I want to feel your love inside me again.

You got me going crazy,
just wanting you.
I've been crazy,
because I can't feel you.
I've been crazy,
because I can't see you.
And I really want us to be together.

Sitting at home,

Don't you hate when you can't express how you feel?
Even when you know exactly how you feel.
Does that make you a confused person,
or a unique person?

The first time we met,
I thought your feelings were real toward me.
Until I had nothing more to give.
Or maybe until I started speaking up for me.

Love me.
Like needing water on a hot dry dessert like day.
Love me.
Like you want see anyother day.
Love me.
Like grandpa did his sofa.
Love me.
Like a child do his or her mother and father.

Have you ever judged your parents?
Thinking they could have did better,
because you grew up to hate yourself.

But think.

What did they parents do to help.

When young hearts are destroyed

Time sure does fly.
Last time I looked up,
I was still in junior high.
Now I have three children,
the most happiest and frustrating time of my life.
I was so in a hurry to be grown.

All my life I watch you drink away.
I remember as a child I would cry for you to stay.
You walked away,
you cared less of what I had to say.
"Mommy, mommy I would to go to."

The pleasure of sounds that comes together in agreement.
No mishaps’,
Just a feeling;
of perhaps’,
A lightly sound of wind,
With a rumble of thunder with rain hitting your window pane.

Rent is due,
Utilities is so backed up, I don’t know if I will pull through.
My pay check is a little of nothing.
It’s like I’m immune to struggling.
When I get down on my knees to pray,

I can hear water running,
while I lay in the dark.
I drifted off into a daze,
that's when the noise start.
It's a baby crying over my soul.
Where is the parents, an average person would think.

Walking into a crowded scene,
I took a glaze to the left,
and what did I see?
This handsome fellow that looked so sexy to me.
I didn't want to come on to strong,
so I tipped- toed toward thee.