Have you ever been at a certain place for awhile
Whether it be work, a hang out, school, or the gym
And you sit back and scan the people there
Realizing you do not like him, her, that motherfucker, or them
Yet you must exist with the people near you
For you cannot quit living your life just to avoid
So you refrain from encounters and interaction with the unliked
And struggle to keep your cool, especially when annoyed
Now imagine that you had to be around them 24/7
No clocking out or showering and making your way home
Because you are home, and they are too, at least temporarily
With the hated always around and only sleep to be alone
But such is life in this damnedable Hell
A Hell that my actions imprisoned me in
Yet my sentence is not the physical walls
But the degenerate inmate smothering from within
I have worked hard in the past decade
To make sure I am not surrounded by the like
That, however, is my “normal” life outside
And here I sit, not the first by any right
Yet this will be the last time I swear
It is hard enough not to kill this time
That if I ever would be sent here again
Fucking heads would roll and none would be mine!

2/19/2011