I have been looking for a warm shrine
a hiding place for my memories..
Autumn will soon come
and we have to part.
For you belong to the summer,
a summer that won't be returning
any sooner than the first real spring
when i met you...and planted you
as sweet memories in my heart..

My heart,
my once empty heart
is too heavy now for you...
Only i must carry on,
but will i carry on hoping??

I have been looking for a hollow tree,
untouched by frost,
a new home to my memories,
for Time parted us,
as i feared he would..
Yet it was worth every tear,
caressing rosy cheeks,
and every smile and burning promise..

The shame is...
that i could not
share you
with the world.
A rapsody unsung,
a treasure ever-hidden.
But in me,
you breathed in life,
and justice so forbidden...

And i hope you will remember me,
sweet memories,
as i can't remember you..
As i can't look back to anything,
as i can't look back to his sweet face.

The fruit of my war,
is that peace was claimed..
The first touch of rain
always so soothing,
always so new to a long lost pain..
A cry in the evening reign

When all sleep.....poets awake....
Aware to dream..
When all wake....poets leave...
to follow the vague trail of the moon...deep under this earth..

This journey will claim our soul,won't it??
It is alright,it is alright..
There is a light,there is a light
that cannot be competed..
For it has no source,no flow or ending..
It is in the darkest chamber of our Temple.
Waiting to enlighten...waiting to release..
Who want to follow me
to it?

One last kiss
a random wish,
until ''we'' become
''you'' and ''me''..and then?
How will it feel
to feel nothing?
How will it feel to
not feel you anymore?

Off you go then,darlings,
into you eternal hibernation..

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Silence.

A word that never felt threatening...until now.

I am ready now....we all are.
Darlings..remember....to forget sometimes..
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My only fear now now is:''I still know the way BACK..''
To where i hid my memories...
I might forget everything i ever beheld...but

but i will always know...
where i hid you...The fear of Temptation...
An ancient envy of knowledge....KNOWING...