This need

Most of us are easily distracted.
Baraccuda and humans have more in common than you think.

I live in a broken house.
I chose it especially out of all the houses I looked at.
It has everything I really need and some of what I want in my house.

I was never enough.
I’m still not enough.

I’m not big enough, strong enough, willful enough to live the life I have today.
I will always need something to make it OK. This is my disease.

What is it that brings us the pain?

I used to think it was God, but then I got to know Him.
I now know that is impossible.

I got in the shower and let God wash your voice for me.
I want to make it easy for you to speak your true voice.

So you can find it in the rubble that your life has left you for today.

Stirring up feelings, awakening
Rising up to you.
Hear my heart call you.
Hear my heart pound for you.
I almost can’t breathe,
Then I do and I smell the ocean.

To hold a ball of Light in your hand you have to open your fingers wide.

To hold the love of God in your life you have to open your heart wide.

There is a space coming to you.
There is a time coming to you.
There is a small minute in this universe that is yours.

If I can be a shelter ok
If I can be a friend, better.

Lady in Waiting

About that day.
It was a very nice day.
I indulge in thoughts about it often.
But you said, you were leaving her, and It might take a while.

She’s a crazy drunk.

No, I really mean it.

There are people who are drunk and it makes them crazy
Then there are those who are crazy and then they drink, to cope.

I have been here since your beginning.
I have loved you more than anyone else has.
I still do. But just for today, this will be changing.
The day is coming when that won’t be true

Standing there, my red gown flowing down to the floor.
The shards of my brokenness all around my feet.
I know if I take a step I will cut myself.

Closer

I turn my back to you, so we can sleep.
You remember sleep.
I think I remember sleep.
We are not supposed to be here like this.
We are supposed to sleep apart.