i never knew
that i could paint the stars in the sky
with a simple wave of my hand
in a the quick blink of an eye

i never knew
that i could run across the field green
without breaking a sweat
running as far as my eyes have seen

i never knew
that i could scream so hard and not be heard
while sounding calm and collected
without having said a single word

i never knew
that i could touch your petite hand
squeeze it
while i'm so far away right where i stand

i never knew
that i could kiss your lips
by just looking at you
while enjoying this surreal trip

i never knew
that i could die right now content
be nonchalant
even with what my life has only seemingly spent

i never knew
that i could do these impossible dreams
these inconceivable things
melodramatic schemes

i never knew
that i could adore your sadistic side
and find myself slipping in
to your torturous rollercoaster ride

i never knew
that i could see the devil within
that different side of you
your true blood with red sin

i never knew
that i could sell you my soul
let you rip me into shreds
and allow you tear my heart a black hole

i never knew
that i could
i never knew
that i would

i never knew
that i should
i never knew
that i………misunderstood.