Throw myself away

I’ve lost it, gone past it, my minds turned to plastic,
you said we’d bounce back like a ball of elastic
But I’ve crossed all the lines, now I need something drastic.
I talk to myself and it feels fantastic.
My madness, my friend is just a means an end.
And my mood just depends on what the day sends
My morals they bend because I never could,

Chiselled from stone or carved out of wood.
my heart never broke but my promises always would.
I’ve searched and I’ve searched but found no good
I just wanted to love you like a decent man should
But you cant build a castle on a field full of mud
And when you fall for me, you fall with a thud
So wake up my love and fly away,
find someone who’s night you turn to day
Find some one perfect in every single way
Some one who means every word they say.
Don’t worry about me,
I’ll throw myself away

p.s please take a moment to leave comments good or bad, i write what i feel and like to know your interpretiond of them. many thanks, deaprted heart