You think there's no hurt, no love hiding behind these eyes. you turn my truth into lies, my hope
into greed, laugh at me as I plea, begging on me knees, the me that know one ever see's.
you tear down my dreams because, you say with me, nothing's as it seems.

A king with many queens or just a man ripped at the seams, a soul full of love or just a hole full of no good. the answers that define me to the questions that will never find me.
the people, the friends ,the times ,the things i've left behind,
my future my past, the forgiveness i ask, the pain the tears behind this mask, all these years, the times
my dry eyes have cried, the times i've tried, the many times i've died inside.
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a soul once torn to pieces a mind never knowing what peace is,loneliness the feeling felt the deepest, trapped alone,
a different species, a stranger to the world,my weakness, my danger.

the storms i've weathered, the secrets i've tethered and locked away, the things that will stay with me the innocence that has left me, the anxiety that silently, violently arrests me. the insecurities that eat me alive, the standards to which i strive
and the obstacles in my way, the words i could never say. the truth that lies couldnt hide, the enemies i hold deep
inside, in the end its my mind that always leaves me defeated, the same mistakes repeated the lessons i never
learned, all the things i've taken, never earned. but now it somehow seems the tables have turned,you provoke in me a reason to be,
show me things i could never before see,
the light in my darkness, a new dawn to my day,your love to which i was re born, the reason to you, forever, i;ve sworn

p.s please take a moment to leave comments good or bad, i write what i feel and like to know your interpretiond of them. many thanks, deaprted heart