I’m suffocated in my relocated life,
Seek refuge, in my mind, searching for everything
Or any thing I can find, behind my eyes I feel the grind.
Feel the torture, the torment
wondering where the hell it all went.
I bathe in repent, scrub from the inside out.
I wonder what next, I’m going to get sent.
What hand I’ll be dealt.
See everything I touch just seems to melt.
Or fade away like today will tomorrow
What is left to do, I’ve begged stole and borrowed
So many dreams I’ve chased, so many stars I’ve followed
Everything once so whole, now seems to be hollow
Happiness turned to sorrow.
Pleasure to pain
Sunshine to rain
Nothing to lose nothing to gain.
Just every day exactly the same.

p.s please take a moment to leave comments good or bad, i write what i feel and like to know your interpretiond of them. many thanks, deaprted heart