im sitting here thinking of this girl every night
the only problem is that this girl is not mine
this girl belongs to another guy
what am i doing? this shit is not right
because the problem is that this guy is my best friend
and i promised him ill have his back in till the very end
what am i doing i cant control myself
but how can i when his girl keeps calling my cell
she keeps telling me that she loves me
but i cant be with her because my best friend is her husband
and now she dont know what else too tell me
and in two more months she is expecting a baby
and his girl keeps on lying
how the fuck do i explain too him that this baby is mine
i dont know what the fuck to do im confuse
im getting ready to put this gun to my head and let it loose
or should i man up and tell him the truth
where his girl goes when she is not with you
i dont think i could do it so ill just pass
and im drinking out the bottle and im fucking drunk of my ass
so i called my friend and im waiting for him to arrive
i told him i had to talk to him but maybe i lied
maybe i had to see his face before i took my own life
and before i pull the trigger tell him i slept with his wife
because i know the pain and agony he is going to feel inside
is not going to be the same once i fucking die
well here it goes because he is coming in
im fucking swirling my words and im stumbling
as i look at him my eyes start to get watery
because a couple of years of being friends its finally crumbling
im sorry to say this but me and your girl have been seeing each other about a year
our friendship started with laughs now ending with tears
and the baby your expecting is not yours its mine
im sorry i betrayed you and lied (BANG!!!)