I guess everything I heard about you is true
Because you don’t feel the same way as I do for you
You and me had a good thing but you don’t have too explain

I never like to show my emotions in any kind of way
but the only place I like to cry is at the beach because it washes my tears away
and because it erases any kind of proof of me being in pain

it feels like my heart has been trashed and abused
now I’m dying inside because you got another man, and said I’m the old news
you left with my heart and destroyed my fucking soul

this really hurts yes it does
at first I thought you were 100% sure on who the father was
you don’t know how happy I was to hear that I was going to be a father

I guess it’s true love has no boundaries
and that’s because I was made for you
and you were made for me
but about three years I did not believe in such a thing

life is shit and the pain is real
time is running fast and with this pain you don’t know how to feel
you hate everyone in this world and you let nobody know

we all know that 6 plus 3 equals 9
but no one still has the answer to life
hands down life is the hardest lesson to learn
because you never know which way you got to turn

there’s a lot of hard times that people go through this world
especially when you are only 16 and already got a little girl
your trying to fix everything in a broken home

so many bad memories you have in your head
and you only have one wish and that wish is to be dead
and your mom walks in and sees you with no life in your bed

the power you hold the illusions you let me see
i take only one hit and you take complete control of me
i love you because you have a better effect than weed

why do you hit mommy? why are you always being mean?
why is that when you get drunk you always beat on me?
all i want to do is show you that i care
but you always hit me and pull my mommy's hair

life is young be yourself not somebody that you’re not
appreciate life and cherish everything that you got
and if a guy hurts you and only wants to play with your mind

greed is mans greatest weaknes
but many choose not to listen or beleive this
soon enough they are going to fall into their own ambitions
because overall money is the worst addiction

im sitting here thinking of this girl every night
the only problem is that this girl is not mine
this girl belongs to another guy
what am i doing? this shit is not right

five years from now where would i be? who would i become?
am i still going to be at the bottom? or make it to the top?
how much more suffering and pain do i have to take?