unread letter

the stars- they laugh at me tonight
as i hold this pain inside
wondering why i let things get this way
so far-i can't find peace of mind
no matter how hard i try
searching for things i could never change

here i am
pouring my heart out
onto a paper you'll never see
i'm losing faith
wanting to call you out
but i'm guessing you won't hear me
is it too late..
to mend this mess i've made

this view-shows me a clearer side
of what my life would be like
if I were to let you run away
and you-know I’ve spent sleepless nights
trying to win this fight
that seems impossible to escape

here I am
pouring my heart out
onto a paper you’ll never see
I’m losing faith
Wanting to call you out
But I’m guessing you won’t hear me
Is it too late..
To mend this mess I’ve made

Took a walk above the city lights
To find.. I’m not so perfect after all
I’ll take the fall

Here I am
Pouring my heart out
Onto a paper you’ll never see
I’m losing faith
Wanting to call you out
But I’m guessing you won’t hear me
Is it too late
To mend this mess I’ve made