**pushing through**

twisting
pulling
shaking
running

writhing
pushing
falling
crawling

take it
move it
fear it
love it

tired of all this bullshit
need to feel a better change
focus on the positive outcome
focus on the strain

it pulls me in

crawl here where i stand
running at my free will
been so long since i stood so high
been so long since i killed

my inside
all the bad
standing tall here
standing free again
no more time

i have to do what's good for me
have to do what's best for you
have to shake this memory
i have to go
have to go now

my
lack of confidence
my
delusional
my
insecurity will die

you're
lack of empathy
you're
inconsistency
you're
shattered memories

will help me get through