**bleeding**

alone i stand against the tide
it's pushing
it's dragging

standing on the fault line
i'm waning
i'm sliding

to something better
to something harder
to something worth it

i push till i bleed
and it drags me under
a future unsure
i force
i plunder

this bad feeling
it's over
and i can't stop it

i watch you standing
or sitting
or whatever you're doing
and i can't take it

wanna feel it

i want you so bad
but i'm bleeding so hard
and again i can't take it

distract me
enact me
drive me
push me under

alone i stand walking in stride
i'm hopeful

standing on the outside
i'm careful

cause i'm bleeding
and i can't take it
but i am
i have to
i want to
even without you