you never gave me a reason to believe what i did

i made my choices and from feelings i hid

i should have stoped myself before i let go

but there was so much i wanted to know

i let my heart beat set the tempo for the song

but i knew that i was wrong

the phantom of a person i thought i knew

has everything now; i have to make due

im contimplating massdistruction

hidden behind all the coruption

i was fed lies and consumed my pain

this is what was left to remain

i am just a porcelain doll, hallow and breakable

with a look thats unmistakable

but dolls dont cry; they dont bleed

i wish i was a different breed