The saddest smile everyone loves to hate,
The happiest tears, feeling sideways but straight.
So lost in an empty room but alone in the crowded,
my broken heart mended, but sometimes i doubt it.
So dizzy that it's finally clear, I'm nowhere when I'm sitting here.
Numb to pain and the emotions I feel.
Holding tight to my thoughts letting go of whats real.
I hate what i love, I want what i cannot get.
It's ll the cycle of life, and the pattern God has set.
BY: HOLLY M. CARROLL