I feel all alone
with these people around me
surrounding me
let go of me
feel like you hate me
stop being fake to me
I can't control you
know you
see you
believe in you
but I wanna be with you
I wanna cry
lay down and die
run and hide
from the things inside
my mind
how could you
still be
in love with we
when I hate me
I need to stop
being fake with the things
I see in me
wanna belive in me
let goes of these
things that are killing me
and just learn to be
who I am
without your demands
make my own plans
tell my heart not to lie
I know I can
but how do I
get these things
that are suffocating me
out of me
so I can be
me