Cold Rain

I know what it's like to lose
I know what it's like to feel pain
Life’s rules always play against me
I've given up on winning this game

Thoughts of a life so wonderful
Run constant throughout my mind
Where love is a constant around me
And where hate is something I never will find

But such a world will never exist for me
Life gets its jollies from my pain
My sky will always be filled with dark clouds
my skin will always feel a cold lonely rain

Life likes to dangle hope above me
Make me think that things will change
Then jerk away the sunshine
Just to bring back the clouds and rain

I've given up on finding my happiness
I know thing are always going to be the same
For in this world created for me
I am forever to feel this pain