I WANNA CHANGE!!!!!!
i want to be able to change... i wanna be able to change and not worry about my own feelings. just wanna change because i know its right... only if it were that easy...
its such a struggle man! its like... how do we get to a point where we're torn between our own fleshly wants and GOD?!... why is it so hard to choose the right thing? its crazy man...
i see people that live the same lifestyle that i have chosen to live, and they are living guilt free with nothing on their contience! i can't do it!
everyday im afraid that sonething will happen to me just because i choose not to live the life GOD has planned out for me...
there was a poin not to long ago where i was totally changed, and i stayed on the right path of rightiousness... but somewhere, somehow, i let the devil catch me slipping back into the same place that i was brought out of! how in the world did that happen?!...
i've been praying everyday, asking GOD toto just change me forever, and to help me become whatever it is he wants me to become by helping me get overa hurtful past, so that i can move forward in my life without going back into old ways...
its just so musch negativity in the world... its holding me back... BUT I WANNA CHANGE!!!!!!
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Look. I just joined this board tonight. Forget about God or the Devil for a minute. What about you? You can pray all you want. You have to do it for yourself. I've been there. Not a pretty picture. It's up to you. My problems were drugs and alcohol. I fought through this problem over 20 years ago. If this is where you need help, I'll find you local resources.
Any positive step you take starts with you. You have to have trust in you. Sounds sappy and trite, but it's true.
I'm just learning my way around here. I'll look back on you later. You can do it. I did.
Mike
I WANNA CHANGE!
RSPAYNE
Someone once wrote,just when you think darkness is about to take over it changes into light .A speck of light in the darkness is a star.Yet we do not see a single black star in a clear blue sky.Your poem sends out light to inspire me to write this.
THANK YOU!!!!!!!
I APPRECIATE YOUR COMMENT, AND THANKS FOR STOPPING BY!!!! I'M GLAD THAT I COULD BE OF SOME INSPERATION TO YOU... I'M LOOKING FOR MORE THINGS TO INSPIRE ME OTHER THAN MUSIC, AND I NOTICED THAT EVERY SITUATION IS AN INPERATION IN ITSELF TO BE ABLE TO WRITE ABOUT! I'M HAVING FUN, EXPRESSING AND RELIEVING MYSELF ALL AT THE SAME TIME... IT'S GREAT!... AND I THINK WHAT YOU WROTE IS GREAT AND IT HAS ALOT OF MEANING TO IT...
Change
"Wanting" to change is a change in itself
You can always go right when you started out left
Let your conscience lead you and let God take the rein
He will guide you while you're making your change
And if you slip, like we all often do
He'll still be there to steer you through
Overlook the negativity that the Devil display
Find a positive mentor and remember to pray
And if one change doesn't work, you can do it again
Change has no limits; it is not a sin
As long as you know, deep down in your heart
That you're a gift from God and you're a work of art.
Be an inspiration to all your sisters and brothers
Because when you change-you subconsciously change others...
Be blesssed-Tanaka
My Greatest appreciation....
Thanks for stopping by and leaving a lil something to look upon! I found this to be of great encouragement! It was somewhat of a reminder to me to be me, and to make change the best FOR ME... I really appreciate it!