When I didn't know you
all I wanted was to know you
when you talked to me just little
all I wanted was to talk to you
when you didn't look at me
all I wanted was you to look at me
when you weren't around
all I wanted was you to be around
but I didn't seem to reach
what I wanted
but now I know
what it feels like
to know you
to talk to you
to look at you
to be around you
and now I have to
miss all that again
because you left
when I came
and you don't feel
what I feel
the loneliness
the lack of hope
the desire
to see you
to feel you
to hold you in my arms
to spend time with you
to even smell you
in a not creepy way
you are gone
away
not here
not event close
but my dreams are
still here
and so are you
in them
that is why
I close my eyes now
to see you
to be close
to you