She has cuts on her wrist
Hidden, you would never know
The results of anger at life
She is now ashamed to show

So she hides her mistakes
And for forgiveness she prays

Endless days are my torture
On and on they drag
A day feels like a week,
A week - a month, a month - a year
But still I'm here
Waiting
To graduate
For love
For life
For death

I sit here with a strange smile on my face
Hiding the broken heart inside
I'm smiling because everyone else is laughing
And I don't want to stand out
By frowning

God, I need You
I can't make it alone
Without Your love
I have nothing to live for
I say that he's the one I need
But in reality its You
You are the One who carries me

I miss the things I used to have
Hope that someday you would love me
Happiness when I was around you
Laughter at your antics
A name on my lips when I wished
Always your name

Sitting so close to me
Yet so far away
How can there be so much distance?
A chasm, a bottomless pit
Separating us
It wasn't always there
Why did it come?
Why are we apart?

You took my heart and shredded it up
Then kept the pieces for yourself
I'm trying to move on
But without those pieces
My heart can never be mended
Can you please give me back my heart?