yeh, Dad it was you
never good enough for you
as I stab your words

your fake words, your lies
words that stabbed me in the back
what you got, Mercy

Why did you do it?

Blue
I cry in the corner of this room
Of this corner where I was born
No! I declare in valor--I was born in Christ!
As the oceans wash me away into little streams of water worn
Upon me

Red

out of the corner of my eye
the Poet's eye, the Wolf's eye
I don't care what you call it
I snatch the covering blanket
from these moving bodies
yeh--they're moving like crazy

Scanning books with finger
running it across the spines
stop on a hard cover
Like the awe of it catches attention
but it is--above all--
just a previous flashback

Feeling the sensation

Fangs that seep
into restless danger
Claws that creep
over multiple scents created for pure langer

maroon daggers crawl through your nightmares
pour
out the singe and stab on account of care

In my mind I think
Of my #1 enemy--my past
Usually this year
Never leaves my mind 'cause it last
FOREVER!!!

I can never create a good song
I just clasp my hands and start rapping

just let go of me
so I can forget you now
without your begging

YOU! no matter what
I can't get you off my mind
my mind begs much too

so let go

Darkness in my eyes
But kindess in my smile
I'll shine bright in the skies
But right now I'm hostile

I'll chain you up
And cut you down
I'll make you whimper like a pup

A pang of hurt
And a blow of lust
This pain strikes worst
And under my breath, I cuss
Like an idiot

Bite my lip
And swallow the blood
Like a vampire I rip
Through my skin like a stud

sit at the table
hold my pathetic excuse
of a sandwhich--CRAP

I think I'll just eat
my Dorito chips for lunch
not pathetic food

You have blue eyes
The most random comment ever
But you made it work out
Like your own lil' lever

This guy turns around to see me
But you observe me every time

I take my pencil and write 'I'
All I want to do at this moment is say goodbye
But I also got my shoes in one hand
And my Bible tucked under my tightening wristband

I can't take it any longer

I am here
Just a meer
Kid with too many tears
But no--This is the time of the year
(When midnight creeps out)

My blue eyes turn to chill grey
When a new victim comes my way