Our life has always been a revolving door.
One moment you're here.
The next you're gone.
When I begin to lose hope, there's a knock on my door, and you're back again.
I've said and done far more to you than one girl should ever experience.
I thought the last time you would be gone forever.
Fate has a funny way of putting in its two cents.
Always making things turn around at the last possible moment.
Through our 3 years together, I've given more to you than I ever knew I had.
Every hurt, every fear, every memory.
You took them all and turned them into laughter, confidence, and peace.
I never knew that I could feel this way about anyone.
When I consider not telling you how much I adore you; want you; need you
My chest aches, and my heart longs for more of you.
Here I stand, pencil in hand, as every tear I own streams down my face.
I can't let you go. I can't turn away. The truth you have to know.
I've tried everything in my power to run from you.
To never chance reliving the pain I've experienced.
I've made up lies to convince myself that you could never be mine.
The truth is, I can't imagine you being anyone else's.
I know I'm difficult, annoying, and quirky.
I'm far more trouble than I'm worth.
But if you will give me the chance to prove my love to you.
You'll never have a chance to regret your decision.
I'm not asking for a relationship today,
Nor am I attempting to pass off a ring.
I'm simply asking you to trust me.
Put your heart in my hands.
Trust me to keep it safe.
I've already given you mine.
You've made me far better than I was.