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I WATCH

I WATCH PEOPLE AS THEY LIVE THEIR LIVES
FROM BUSINESS WORKERS TO HOBO'S JUST TRYING TO GET BY
I WATCH THEM AS I WONDER WHAT MY LIFE WILL BE LIKE STRUGGLING TO STAY ALIVE,

he is

They're all the same
no matter how much he says he's not
everytime he lies
doesn't it seem like you've already heard it?

You give him a chance
because otherwise you would feel guilty

war between us

I want it to end
i cant take it anymore
you say it was me
who started this war?

I am sorry honey
but it takes two
why cant you just admit
its more than me
its also you

one last kiss goodbye

Can we share one last kiss
before we say goodbye
Will you treasure it in your heart
As a memory of you and I?

Shall this last kiss be above
all of the others
for i want you to remember me

I HATE

I HATE THE WAY YOU WATCH EVERYTHING I DO
I HATE THE WAY YOU PRETEND LIKE YOUR MY MOM
AND HAVE TO BABYSIT ME TO
I HATE THE WAY YOU TELL ME WHAT I CAN AND CANNOT WEAR

BLAME ME

MOM:
YOU BLAME ME FOR SMOKING
YOU SAY IM TO YOUNG
BUT YOU STARTED SMOKING
EVEN YOUNGER THAN ME
YOU BLAME ME FOR DRINKING
TELL ME IM GOING TO END UP LIKE DAD

DONE

BROKEN DOWN
WITH NOWHERE TO GO
DEEP INSIDE
HER HEART IS COLD
WITH NO OTHER FEELINGS
BUT ANGER AND HURT
SHE RUNS IN JUST A RAGGED SKIRT
NO ONE IS THERE TO TAKE HER IN

lie

After all ive done for you
And your going to treat me this way
What about the promises
Or the love letters(which were gay)
Jordan I thought you were different
And I let you into my heart

i love.......

i love laying on your chest
with you holding me close
i love hearing the beat of your heart
and the smell of your clothes
i love how you gently whisper you love me
and when you touch my hair

my love for you

like a gift
tied with a bow
my love for you
i shall not let go

like closed lips
my heart is sealed
my love for you
recently revealed

like a boat
i can stay over and above

secret

if i told you a secret
would you laugh
or would you believe me
and tell me a secret back
what if i said i love you
would you still say it back
or would you not say anything

idk

when you whisper just so ill come closer
i absolutely love it
or when you kiss my neck
it makes me melt
you are the one for me
at first i was blind you see
i made a mistake

something more

you've always been something more
that i could of ever wished for
you've always been there
to watch over and protect me
to keep me safe throughout life

forever

forever is a life time
but you said forever we'd be
i felt the connection, the deep chemistry..........

but you flirted to much
with MY SISTER
dont you think that really hurt

you

you put me down
like im no use
and dont say its b/c of drinking
because thats no excuse
YOU got yourself to where you are
and care less about me and more about the bar.