Perhaps each person has an underlying theme...
Now I've started to think that the world has my underlying theme.

Sadness,
In its many forms.
Be it depression, self-pity, melancholy...

There is a famous argument of "nature vs nurture"
Nurture argues that when we are born,
We are already predisposed to act a certain way
To feel strongly or weakly about certain ideas...

I am a walking hypocrite
A hypocrite out of necessity?

I condemn the materialistic
I condemn the main stream

A firm belief of mine,
That the status quo destroys...

So I walk that line

My Struggle
Is it worth it?
A trade-off
I go back and experience
I travel
I enjoy...
I miss out on finding her...
I lose experience
I gain a soul mate

I'm living in the past
Everything in front of me is so beautiful
But I see it so rarely
I'm living in the past
Longing to go back
Changing decisions