I saw it!
I swear.
Just now,
Just there!

A faint twinkle,
In the right,
Forehead wrinkled
Against your might.

You almost smiled,
Betrayed by that azure
Against your nature, wild

i am "don't"
therefore disinterested
i am disconnect.

i am derogatory
bored but defiant
i am disconnect.

i am derisive
fairly disputed
i am disconnect.

i am derelict
happiness detour

Your eyes have nothing to do
With my break that needs mending
Just your fingertips brushing mine
Igniting my stomach, they’re sending
Unfamiliar shivers down my spine

Another boy, another bed
Smiles so coy, but Im already dead

You gave me the keys to this red dress suicide

Pass me the bottle, who's got the blunt
Engage the throttle, it's never enough.

Blink back the headache and spins
The last girl home never wins
Spot your shoes there near your dress
On the floor underneath his crumpled vest
Head down from those judgmental eyes

Readily, unknowingly
I held the flint to your match
Blindness guiding the strike
That lit our explosive little blaze
How could something so hot
Burn out so fast?

I watched us roar to ashes