Crack n' Habits
A few years back....
I got caught up in the coke scene.
Quick to cop a sack, break it down like it was Ovaltine.
And my girl? She left me hanging like a rope swing.
A broke teen, broken dreams
with the title of a dope fiend.
It took a quick slip
OD'd off the dopamine.
Had a bad trip.
Death seemed to be approaching me.
So I cleaned up.
Not saying that I'm soap clean.
Ill smoke a little weed just to cope with things.
But I set the white lines behind me.
Moving one direction. Never caught rewinding.
I lived in the dark. Now my future looks lively.
Its a battle well fought.
You can bet that I'm striving.
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Alcoholic Musings
So many of the things you say echo the life I lead. It is- and always will be- difficult to admit I feel beaten down & hopeless every day. I guess I keep going but sometimes I don't remember where. Or why. Sometimes they arrest me. One day I will no longer be able to set my fingers onto a keyboard unless I change the way I think and live. Do you have any advice? My substance may be golden instead of white but the logic will always apply. Thank you for letting me know my thoughts are not solely my own.
George
Hey man...
Its a hard process to clean up an addiction. Honestly, it took me hitting rock bottom to realize that this addiction was the reason why i was so discontent with my life. Once you figure out what you really want to do with life you'll know there's only one thing stopping you from getting there. Your perception on life will be a lot more pleasant with clear thoughts. I wish you the best on cleaning up man.
Scotty