Bewildered and sore
angry and pained
unknown and undesired
body disconnected from itself
heart sore and body week
life leaves me in a wreck
a wreck of sorrow and hate
hate of myself and my choices
separation hurts worse then a shot
writing only makes me think harder
harder on what I left and can never have
my name is no more needing to know
knowing the truth can only hurt
pain within the fingers and heart
writing day and night only to help
help the pain, help the sore heart
nothing comes though, nothing but pain
I never thought this day to be but now is
a hidden angel can only help me now
maybe help me forget the past
if not it will just be up to me
figure if I write enough ill forget
but only time will tell
yes only time can tell now