if i could hit rewind i'd leave all this behind
i'd go back to the day i chose to go this way
id tell myself to quit before there's too much shit
i'd start again anew with no one there but you
and walk a different path where all we do is laugh
and smile about the times we wish weren't left behind
i'd fall into your arms where none can do me harm
but now im far too trapped by all this worthless crap
to see whats there for me, what waits beyond this sea
of hurt and hell inside, i must desert this ride
to travel to a place where i haven't lost my faith
or torn myself apart, where u never broke my heart
or spit on all my hopes, its so hard now to cope
when all i have is me, it seems eternity
is better walked alone when u've now place of your own
and as i slowly lose my mind i'll leave this far behind
and move onto a place where they filter all the waste
and hope to death that i'm not trash