I sit and wait engulfed in sorrow
for the day when this nightmare I'm in will end
I'm surrounded by friends who are there for me
but the pain just won't go away

The one that can make it better no longer cares
The future that we planned no longer exists
My heart cannot bear it
How long will this feeling last

I feel so down and sad and alone
like life will never get better again
I know it will and will take time
but how much time is always on my mind

How do I move on with my life when there is still hope
even though my heart aches knowing there really is none
How will I find someone else when someone else isn't what I want
All I want is the one that is causing the pain

I can't bear to go to bed knowing that when I wake
it will still be nighttime and the realisation of
the future thats been taken away from me dawns on me again
as fresh and painful as before

Then I lie awake and wonder what the point to life is
trying to make sense of what pain is there for
Does it make you stronger or does it break you down
and scar you and give you no hope for the future

What is the point of loving if you keep on losing the one you love
What is the point of having hope when hoping does nothing
What is the point of struggling with life when life just ends
Its better to have loved and lost than to never have loved, really is it?