6whiteRoses's blog

My Womb

What can I say
God what can I do
Please keep our baby forever next to you
All of my hurt and all of my fears
Are now coming out in a million different tears
My heart is weeping

My Angel

I heard my Angel calling
Saying things so sweet
I felt like I was falling
When I heard her tiny heartbeat

“Mommy, I do love you”
I heard my Angel say
“Please know I really miss you

Goodbye

I know I'm alive
But I really feel dead
Saying goodbye
Not something I dread

I put on a smile
To hide all the pain
Moving to Georgia
I would count as a gain

I have to get out

Empty Mother's Day

Oh, how I wish
I could watch her play
And hold her tight from night until day

I wish there was dress-up
And playing with dolls
Kissing her boo-boos
Whenever she falls

Saying good-night

Cutting

I have asked for help
So many times before
To many scars
Yet again I add more

When will I stop
'Cause I want to be free
I'm setting this goal
God hear my heart's plea

You Touch

Your touch
It makes me tremble
And gives me chills all night
When I feel your warmth
It makes everything alright

You touch
It calms my spirit
And puts my mind at rest

Passion

Place your arms around me
And whisper in my ear
Saying things seductive
Sexy and Sincere
Ignite my inner fire
Our time for love is here
Now fulfill all your desires
Make love with me my dear

Our Love

Our love is like the flowers
It blossoms day and night
I'd wish we'd never argue
Or ever have a fight

Our love is like the roots
Getting stronger everyday
Molding us together

Roses

Roses spark emotion
Each color with a theme
Such beautiful creations
So what exactly do they mean

Red is for love
And passion you see
Shared between lovers
For whom else could they be

For Melody

Missing you each moment
Everyday that passes by
Longing just to hold you
Oh my Angel I did try

Father's Day

Daddy can you hear me
I'm calling out your name
Though I am in Heaven
I long for you the same

Daddy please don't worry
I am doing fine
I'm dancing with the Angels
And I sit among divine

TEARS

Tears just keep on falling
Enhancing every pain
Misery is calling
Knowing me by name

SHADOWS

Standing near behind me
Howling from my pain
Appears my tinted outline
Darkening by the day
Only causing heartache
Weighing me with pain
Shadow please, please go away

Sad Angel

Standing in the dark
Afraid of who she'll be
Drowning from her tears
Alone, yet still she's not free
Nothing seems to help her
Grievings all she knows
Existence isn't over

Rock Bottom

Day after day
I try and I try
But I'm starting to feel
I will never get by

My hurdles are high
My strength is so low
I just sit here and cry
And wait for the blow